`cant fight the moonlight

Thursday, June 22, 2006

i miss my sc team.i miss my seniors.

i hate changes.darn.
cry me a river -.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

`im here without you.

just/youANDme
10:50 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

yesterday marked the end of my nationals.well,even though we are all in different schs,i still felt the closeness between us.cheering for each other even when we are from different schools.playing against each other for the school we are in now.the hugs and tears we gave after the match.rushing down to catch the bdiv finals,to watch del win.so proud of the team, and del.hmm,so i guess thats the strong sc spirit in us.amazing.yesterday when del and jia came to support the matches,it just felt that im reliving the good old days.gloria,mich,siew,ting,min,del,jia,joy and laura.:)
ohwells,now the season has ended,im going to miss seeing them again, and our dinners after the matches whether we won or lost.it felt really like team dinners,coz we just talked and gossiped bout everything.this feeling that i wanted and looked forward to has come to its end at such a fast pace.well,so whens the next time we will meet again despite our tight schedules and all the catching up in sch work?for now there wont be anymore trainings.and my seniors will "retire" from squash.will miss seeing them when our trainings are back.
alright.for now,i will wait for dear joy to organize the ZOO outing for my sc girls.hmm!lets hope it wil be successful!haah!

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

just/youANDme
1:57 PM

Friday, March 31, 2006

start of nationals today,and the feeling is definitely different.watching your teammates from sc play for another school.its just difficult to face the reality.i miss the times we had.i really do.i want to be a junior back in sc again.well,okay.i guess im just to distracted by many things going on.bring me back myself.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

just/youANDme
10:20 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

well!my juniors are playing for the nationals now.and i almost had a heart attack in the lecture theatre during project work talk while eemin and lauren were updating me with the scores.youve really got to see min's smses.they were like. . . just enough for me to hope to fly straight to kallang right away,and scream "c'mon girls!!!"darnn!couldnt be there for bdiv's first match!let me blame my timetable!end school at 410 every tues!!:(goodness!okay,i still can recall last year.those moments,cheering as loud as we can,trying to outshine others with our voices.we managed to do that kae!right.remember hearing the moulin rogue-cheer,remember screaming my lungs out and then get stares from ppl,but who cares!remembering jiayi crying as she cheered during our 1st nationals.ohyes,and i recall screaming with minnie and joyy to our 3 juniors:)man,i miss those times when i was in sc.del,min,lau,jia,joy..i miss my team:'(so now,i've got to meet my teammates from the other schs during nats.playing against them.ohwells!

so long and good night.

The visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
I'm standing here all along

just/youANDme
10:54 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

ahh.finally everything seems back to normal.except im still waiting,hopefully,for one more piece of good news.well,other than that particular matter that happened recently,nothing much took place.oh!and my sis was talking to my parents about what she may want to consider being next time after her studies.and yes,i had a shock!FORENSIC SCIENTIST!like omg!i told her immediately that maybe her sleepwalk will take place every night and one fine day she would come and kill me and then examine me:)alright,crapping!so there,i miss my squashers yet again.met mdmDELoass today,shes got a small pretty lime green clip on her hair.haha!and im happy for laura as she got into her dream school!so yeah,miss them`.alright!cant wait for march hols!and ive been reading nicholas sparks books.there are so so so TOUCHING!really!'message in a bottle' made me cry so much!like my gosh,that guy is so sweet!okayokay,go read that book,im serious:)ohwells,the weekend is ending soon,and another week in school again.nvm,march hols!!

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.

just/youANDme
7:45 PM

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

on sat we had jiawens farewell gathering,which went quite well and it was a really cool suprise!like making her find us through some clues given around the house!then during dinner we had this ghost story telling that freaked us out,and we aimed some stories at jiajun to scare her about obs!heh!

ohwells!not all things you want them to happen, happen.especially those that you really wish for.so i guess there are tests to our friendships to see how they last.

-nothing lasts forever,lets see what the future holds-

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

just/youANDme
9:02 AM

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, Please remember

ahh!such beautiful lyrics.splendid!coyote ugly was so darning good!the songs too!whoo!:)happy birthday jiajun!!<3

just/youANDme
12:51 PM