me myself n i

2006-06-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

i miss my sc team.i miss my seniors.

i hate changes.darn.
cry me a river -.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

`im here without you.

2006-05-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday marked the end of my nationals.well,even though we are all in different schs,i still felt the closeness between us.cheering for each other even when we are from different schools.playing against each other for the school we are in now.the hugs and tears we gave after the match.rushing down to catch the bdiv finals,to watch del win.so proud of the team, and del.hmm,so i guess thats the strong sc spirit in us.amazing.yesterday when del and jia came to support the matches,it just felt that im reliving the good old days.gloria,mich,siew,ting,min,del,jia,joy and laura.:)
ohwells,now the season has ended,im going to miss seeing them again, and our dinners after the matches whether we won or lost.it felt really like team dinners,coz we just talked and gossiped bout everything.this feeling that i wanted and looked forward to has come to its end at such a fast pace.well,so whens the next time we will meet again despite our tight schedules and all the catching up in sch work?for now there wont be anymore trainings.and my seniors will "retire" from squash.will miss seeing them when our trainings are back.
alright.for now,i will wait for dear joy to organize the ZOO outing for my sc girls.hmm!lets hope it wil be successful!haah!

I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time until I next see you smile
I can't take the distance
And I'm not ashamed
That with every breath I take I'm callin your name

2006-03-31T22:20:00.000+08:00

start of nationals today,and the feeling is definitely different.watching your teammates from sc play for another school.its just difficult to face the reality.i miss the times we had.i really do.i want to be a junior back in sc again.well,okay.i guess im just to distracted by many things going on.bring me back myself.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

2006-03-26T10:54:00.000+08:00

well!my juniors are playing for the nationals now.and i almost had a heart attack in the lecture theatre during project work talk while eemin and lauren were updating me with the scores.youve really got to see min's smses.they were like. . . just enough for me to hope to fly straight to kallang right away,and scream "c'mon girls!!!"darnn!couldnt be there for bdiv's first match!let me blame my timetable!end school at 410 every tues!!:(goodness!okay,i still can recall last year.those moments,cheering as loud as we can,trying to outshine others with our voices.we managed to do that kae!right.remember hearing the moulin rogue-cheer,remember screaming my lungs out and then get stares from ppl,but who cares!remembering jiayi crying as she cheered during our 1st nationals.ohyes,and i recall screaming with minnie and joyy to our 3 juniors:)man,i miss those times when i was in sc.del,min,lau,jia,joy..i miss my team:'(so now,i've got to meet my teammates from the other schs during nats.playing against them.ohwells!

so long and good night.

The visions around you
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surrounds you are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength I'll give you hope
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call
I'm standing here all along

2006-03-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

ahh.finally everything seems back to normal.except im still waiting,hopefully,for one more piece of good news.well,other than that particular matter that happened recently,nothing much took place.oh!and my sis was talking to my parents about what she may want to consider being next time after her studies.and yes,i had a shock!FORENSIC SCIENTIST!like omg!i told her immediately that maybe her sleepwalk will take place every night and one fine day she would come and kill me and then examine me:)alright,crapping!so there,i miss my squashers yet again.met mdmDELoass today,shes got a small pretty lime green clip on her hair.haha!and im happy for laura as she got into her dream school!so yeah,miss them`.alright!cant wait for march hols!and ive been reading nicholas sparks books.there are so so so TOUCHING!really!'message in a bottle' made me cry so much!like my gosh,that guy is so sweet!okayokay,go read that book,im serious:)ohwells,the weekend is ending soon,and another week in school again.nvm,march hols!!

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.

2006-02-21T09:02:00.000+08:00

on sat we had jiawens farewell gathering,which went quite well and it was a really cool suprise!like making her find us through some clues given around the house!then during dinner we had this ghost story telling that freaked us out,and we aimed some stories at jiajun to scare her about obs!heh!

ohwells!not all things you want them to happen, happen.especially those that you really wish for.so i guess there are tests to our friendships to see how they last.

-nothing lasts forever,lets see what the future holds-

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along

2006-01-31T12:51:00.000+08:00

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time I had you with me
Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, Please remember

ahh!such beautiful lyrics.splendid!coyote ugly was so darning good!the songs too!whoo!:)happy birthday jiajun!!<3

2006-01-29T09:11:00.000+08:00

nothing much to talk about when it comes to jc life,except the "i miss..","remember last time in sc..".well!met priss on fri and yes!i miss my chem prac partner sooooo much!and went back to the courts,meeting jj and joy there.we stayed there for quite sometime,till the security guard came up and told us he wants to lock up the place.heh!the orange banner we did is smudged!but it doesnt mean that it is useless and ought to be thrown away.cmon,its the memories that lingers.sigh!oh!and i cant wait to see the sc squash tee design!i still remembered last year i went with jia n joy to hunt for the glamour outfit and then went with del lauren n jj to confirm them!also!the squash design took us so long to get ready for printing!time flies aint it?it feels as if all these happened recently.hmm,went to sp to train yestd,meeting del n jia there!okay,you really got to hear jia's voice,its really sexy!haha!and when del talks,dont try to interupt,coz once you do,the next moment after you talked and when its back to her topic,she forgets!it didnt happen once kae,it happened so many times,and she'll be like "oh!what was i saying ah?"haha!ohwells!cant wait for monday to mrtans place!squasherss!!oh!and to lauren,im so sorry for taking one week to pass you back the book!paisehh!!and you must abide the rules kae!so yeah,take care people!

If you believe that dreams come true,
There's One that's waiting there for you.
'Cause I believed when I saw you
That when you want something enough,
That it can't escape Your love.
There is nothing in the world that cannot be...If you believe.

2006-01-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

our memories!

2006-01-16T23:13:00.000+08:00

argh!!!im so tired!!my goodness!training was at 5 and i slept from 1 till bout 3pm,but now i still feel super tired after training!hmm!okok!so yeah,i want to meet del soon again so we can chat chat chat and gossip gossip gossip!haha..and yeah!jiayi!!ive been missing that chatterbox!ohwells!3rd week of sch in acjc,but yet everytime we mention 'school',our first thought will be 'scgs'.well!i guess most probably im going back to sch on fridayyy!yaye!cant wait!!the feeling of going back to sc is like woah!the people the people the SQUASHERS!!okok!so LETARGIC!!im gonna sleep now!sleep sleep sleep!!:)

+There's always something in the way
There's always something getting through
but it's not me
it's You, it's You
i find peace when i'm confused
i find hope when i'm let down
not in me ...
in You, it's in you-

2006-01-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

whoo!so ac's orietation was quite fun, esp the campfire.everyone like just went a lil' high.hmm,danced with joy and i had to dance the guy part coz she claimed she only learnt the girls part,which is also exactly what i only learnt too.heh!and yes,thanks jenn!love u alright!!(see!i mentioned u!haha)ohwells!i still miss sc so so much!and TRAININGS!!!!yesterday when i met del and jia for club training,we practically sat down for an hour just to catch up on this particular week's happenings!guess club trainings wld be our only time to catch up and gossip(haha!).well!it feels so weird not sitting with del jia joy n lau during recess time.argh!i really do miss those laughters we had,those jokes and haah!maybe our favourite - gossips!heh!we never seemed to fail enjoying such stuff every recess. :'( i want to go back sc soon!and i want to meet up with my dear sc' squashers!sigh..well,got to end off here.i miss you guys so much.keep training hard , sc' team.takecare.

`Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

2005-12-30T22:18:00.000+08:00

ahh!let me say,when del is tired, SHES SUPER like totally SUPER HIGH!haha!look at the way she laughed just now.till jia joy n i began laughing like idiots!haha!so yeah..neoprints at that particular machine in heeren has become our favourite suddenly!haha..the pictures we took were like - retart-dirt!heh!well,this can become part of ever-lasting memories - photos.heeh...yes!i still still!want to go shopping and then get stared by those saleswomen when we kept on trying stuffies(those lovely sunshades) and then leaving after such a long time without buying anything.hehe!it was sooo fun!when will we do such things again?haha..and please look for jia when u wanna go pepper lunch to eat.heh!she can seriously TRY to help the smell and the oil spattering to get onto you.hahah!holding out that pathetic tissue to shield del when she was cooking!haha!really madness!and!goodness!you could see those lines from dels and joys toes when they tried forcing their foot into the miserable pointy shoes!haha!and del call those "toe lines" = clevage!hha.ohwells!interesting innit!hmm..todays matches had been indeed disappointing and felt weird playing against sc players.it feels as if you are just training with them and then playing just another ordinary match.well,let us all try to move on though this is the most difficult one that im going thru’.and yes.life will be different without you guys.

Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go.

2005-12-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

woohoo!great time with squashers todae!:)its been such a looong time since we had lunch together!!thoughts of marche were our inspiration to finish our physical!haha!and going into mango, taking sooo many clothes just to get into their dressing room to sit on that sofa!haha!taking neoprints was super hilarious, and yes,i gotta agree with del that jia is super brave about the neoprint machine!friday we must go window shopping again!its soooo fun!lalala!shopping:)OHYAR!a walk to remember rocks like WHOAWHOA!please go catch that movie!:)today mrtan mentioned to the sec4s that its our second last taining in scgs before we go to our separate instituitions.and ac-sc frenly this fri.interesting.im not playing for scgs..ohwells.things change dont they?look at the people im gonna miss.:'(

`In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside
It was then that i realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment i saw you cry-

2005-12-18T18:41:00.000+08:00

totally disappointed.cant believe things would end in this way.still unsatisfied?

pathetic.

2005-12-16T18:39:00.000+08:00

omg!i need to catch a movie - A WALK TO REMEMBER!urghhh!the book was really good.its the first book that made me addicted to it!haha..maybe coz i havent read alot of books.but this one is really good!!like woah!anyway!im super worried for joy!!shes like what..unknown instituition!:-#!!ohwells!min made me read something and goodness.it melted my heart..so so much.ahh!take care min!cheerios:)

-Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you.

2005-12-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

phew!had been training almost every single day.and i feel kinda exhausted..anyway!rented n watched 3 movies yesterday and today.the sisterhood of traveling pants really amazed me.thou its only a movie,it displayed how strong friendship was between the four girls and well!made me wonder what the future holds.

hmm..on last friday and yesterday,min jia n i came to a conclusion that there are at least four different schools that our team will head.being in this team for 4years,seeing our differences get solved and watching the friendships develop thru out.heh.and now,goodbye and i will see you wearing a different uniform as me.and i will meet you at the courts next year with a different motto.well,to the different paths that we will be walking soon. :'(aint i lucky these 4 years?my seniors,juniors and u guys:) these words were the last to be erased, still.

`I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone -

2005-11-28T12:52:00.000+08:00

its been years and months, and yet we cannot forget what had happened 2 years back and on 19/4..well,painful memories dont fade off that easily.even the details we could remember.the pain we went thru.all in all everyone still said it was the experience.true,but how could we take that and make us feel as if we had never lost it.ohwells,crapping.

~im living the dream

it still brought tears rolling down our cheeks till this very day

2005-11-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

prom was such a blast!!haha!everyone looked so good and glamourous!ahhh!!and we almost could have gotten the fifty dollars taka voucher each!it was that one miserable number that we missed!anyways,all was fun and had great time taking pics!haha!and we went orchard at like one plus till two-three plus?haha and we could actually take photos in the middle of the usually busy roads at orchard!haah..we were all so high especially jiajun!she was like mad even at the traffic lights!and,back to the hotel when del and jia separated the beds they were like chanting non-stop "joy and jessie is sleeping on _ _ _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ bed!"the toilet's shower part was quite pok!i kept turning the thing so that hot water could come out,coz it was so cold!suddenly all the hot water came out!jia claims that i broke the shower thingy!and i took a total of FOURTY-FIVE minutes to put on my contact lens(no kidding!) and even had to get joy to remove them in the night!haah!ohwells!time passes that quick that i could still remember hunting for my prom dress..haha!and i was soooo scared my hair would screw up when i saw the stylist curled my whole hair!lalala!memories yet again!prom - indeed memorable

here i am again - and im crawling back to you- hear my heart beating

2005-11-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

ahh!!my whole body is aching so badly!but felt so good back to trainings again!yesterday when i first entered the squash courts after such a loooong time,my first feelings were like woah!i really do miss this environment so much!the warmth!haha..and i dont understand why that while everyone is exercising so darn badly to lose weight for prom,but im like eating nonstop!lalala!aniwaes!prom dress was not easy to find!but finally got it:)volume!hehe..not doing much in finding other stuffies thou..hmm..i cant wait for kl trip!but im still quite sore bout some stuff..ohwells!want to see my classmates soon!and i just have so much to catch up with squashers:)KL!! my mum just threw away all the burst squashie ballies i had:'(

+we believe in this love
you raise me up`

2005-11-14T07:06:00.000+08:00

4 more papers!!ohh..i decided to listen to f.i.r 's first album fully, and ITS VERY VERY GOOD!my goodness!their "pop-ish" ballads are so good and i cant stop listening to them!lalala!gosh!i cant stop thinking after os!so many things to do!!haha!and i still remember joy saying on monday that once chem is over,shes going to play like mad!and jia was like please lah still got 2 weeks leh!haha!one week is over liao!:):)okok,i have to go and study and make it fruitful so i can enjoy the next few months b4 the results come!ahh!!i must catch the movies - chicken little and just like heaven!whee!:)alrighty!motivate motivate motivate!!:)

~youmakemewanttofallinlove
jiu shi gan shou ai gan shou hen gan shou yuan liang

2005-11-01T12:26:00.000+08:00

I WANT HALLOWEEN!!!nahh fair!!:(we actually had plans but had to do away with it coz of Os!ahh!kill-joy!:( im jealous!haha!jia went to a super market bare footed!and she wore a pretty white long sleeved "bolero"! blah!

~you got to know what love is before you can spread it around

2005-10-30T10:12:00.000+08:00

i finally chose a colour for prom dress!:)i really wanted bronze/brown, but yesyes..i noe i cant!whee!joy said that colour is a good choice and she said it will be like a jewel!but unfortunately on me it will be like a BLACK jewel thou the colour isnt black,WHATEVER!but i really cant wait to hunt for it!:)oh!joy said she WAS a BALLERINA when nellie told her to stop spinning!haha! and she CAN really do the robot dance on the song "my goodies"!heh, look at the emphasis!newae!nellie(abunehneh) loves catwalking!but not bad lah!i find that part when she stopped to pose was amusing!haha!joy lau n i actually spent 15 minutes watching an earthworm move,its ger-ross!ohwells!im home alone!eeks! and joy just had to scare me!!:(

*life is a dream,you're walking on water

2005-10-22T01:54:00.000+08:00

everything just seem to pass so fast.ten years being in scgs,and now saying goodbye.there are just too many "i still could remember.." .ohwells!this lyrics speaks it all ;

memories new and old
laughter and joy we share each day
as nearer the sky we grow

through the good times and the bad
through the happy and sad
watch our lives unfold as ourstories are told
we'll be together as one

reach out for one and all
stand up and brave it all
we can allbe shining stars
no matter rain or shine
treasure the times that bind
we'll be together as one

jade and gold, new and old
laughter and tears, hopes and fears
as nearer the sky we grow
nearer the sky we grow

pieces of jade and gold,
values that wont grow old
sincerity,courage,generosity
and service to show we care

looking back through the years
chase away all our fears
as we have been told to be strong and bold
and precious like jade and gold

*We put the ace in grace

2005-10-20T09:51:00.000+08:00

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse, To Inspire, To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A Sunset
Dying With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

those lyrics caught my attention. anyway,psychology is definitely inspiring`

*fall baby fall,if the tears will help you heal,like the rain washes away our tears

2005-10-16T09:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday was officially the last day of school.wasnt the best ending we could have.but at least i have seen the true spirit that gr has.esp on thurs when that incident happened.even the quietest girl in class rushed up to give her support.i have definitely seen 4gr grew within the past 2yrs.from keeping to oneself to sharing.the unity that we had.damn.i dont want to leave even more.

i am such a disappiontment.the higher i rise,the harder i fall.the more i get,the deeper the pain.

i want to run, run away from the reality.dont want the storm to carry on in my life,coz the cut is just too deep.

2005-10-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

i want a creative zen NEEON!!!

better than ur nano, jia!and dun worry!u dun haf dengue!!!hhah..

2005-10-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

first day of non-checking marks day,and well,had been quite fun but EXHAUSTING!hehe!jia said i look as if someone had died.ohwells!!it was so funny just now!coz sec4s got to stand at the sch entrance to welcome the torch running ppl,and then there was this group of people who were frm this car which is ahead of the girls running.this man then came out of the car and took this huge camera with him.and joy suddenly neaten her hair and said with enthusiasm :" CMON!TAKE A PHOTOGRAPH OF ME!" haha!all of us around her immediately moved away!haha!and i met del!its like for ages since i saw her..actually nt really,BUT!shes still as mean!haha..coz we got to like wave the flag at the lobby and some photographers frm the 2nd level would like take photos..hehe..and del jia n joy were like waving their flags right at my face!soo urghh!!!haha..and joy told us "please dont wave ur flag in front of me!its blocking my face frm the camera!" -_-" and jia is one kiasu girl!she was like lets stand near the canteen so can run there straight away!gdness!!haha!yeapp!!!so proud of lau n min who ran!hehe!innit bagus! ~squashified!

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems, life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark,
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

i realized it has been quite long since i've mentioned bout my squashers.and felt glad just seeing them all again todae[haha..the young and the old].but i wont get to talk to them that much nemore until after os :'( missing..

//shine on..

2005-10-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It's time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

I miss it now
I can't believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red*

ohwells!i love those lyrics -
memories playing like a film without a sound`

Prelim results were really bad. :(

2005-09-24T12:52:00.000+08:00

i was helping my sister clean a glass covering from the ikea photoframe, and i guess i pushed too hard, the glass sides cut 3 of my fingers :(

aniwaes,a mirror provided during bio prac is just something not wise..very distracting!esp when joy put about 20 degress higher with a magnifying glass at the bottom,so she could see her face full view-_-"! screwed prelims.badly.

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by if you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

someday those memories will fade away.i cry silently,i cry inside of me,i cry hopelessly. //as the pain lingers.

2005-09-07T03:48:00.000+08:00

humph!!had to change my tenses immediately to spare myself from the embarassment again!;P

2005-09-06T15:09:00.000+08:00

I was just reading del's past entries.Found this quote frm her blog and thought it meant quite alot. don't know why,but just imagine - when you and your friends dont get to see each other as often.the strong friendships that you had for the past few years or even months.the memories that both of you always mention.the suprises,the embarassments,the laughters,the exciting,the tearing bits.well,think about that. - Had GIB thingy just now,and they had this slide presentation with song lyrics on them(had my tears out).one of them had 'say goodbye',and had me reminded of both our seniors farewell and ours.i also had a chat with min at the spiral staircase.and darn!i really really miss squash.time passes so fast,but i could,I DO still remember our farewell vividly.felt just like yesterday.i want the time to just FREEZE now.to freeze at the moments i want, and then to relive them again.

*its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.i dont know where this road is going to lead,all i know is where we've been and what we've been through.

//let me go..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASS!!EHHEM DEL I MEAN..LOVE YOU:)

2005-09-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

Honoured to be in this team.thankful n grateful. you all will always be my girls:)

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've got to say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone

love

2005-09-04T05:20:00.000+08:00

saying it too fast,but i cant wait for KL trip!!:)goodness!the excitement!!its like the thing i am most looking towards for after os!hehe!hope its for a week thou'!i want to bond with my dearest teammates again!didnt get to train with them for such a looooong time!miss them so much!i want to do drive for drive again!!dunno why!that seems to be the one which i miss the most!:'(ohwells!i really hope ALL of them can make it!!and then once again play as a team,which probably be our last time together playing as a team before we go our separate ways.dont want to think that far,but like what mrtan always mentions - all good things will come to an end.being with this team of mine for 4years, 4 memorable years,its just difficult to get over the times we had together.so much memories!missing them even when its only been like afew months,imagine when i dont see them anymore.like totally,not even in school.going through so much,the good and even the bad times, which made our team spiritually stronger. wont be in the best of moods without them.ive got treasure my times with my dear teammates,and my darling juniors before we go our own way.well,lovelove you! //tearsinmyeyes..

I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
When the storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

..and i will take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain..

+happy very.belated birthday to lauren!(who ask me write huh?)+PEACE!

2005-08-27T12:13:00.000+08:00

*i imagine waking up and finding theres nothing there

all the leaves they have gone and the trees are bare

the sky is nothing more than an empty space

no more sun and the moon no longer has a face

and even though i know you're right here with me

im missing you - still

2005-08-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

suddenly felt like updating!ohwells,tml is bio prac!!gosh!so scary!newae,during chem,i had this inspiration to make names out of paperclips,so i made 4 joy n nellie,and the cool thing was if u invert joy's wired name,it says "nel" which is nellies short form!innit cool?oh!and the dunno what penguins are really sososo cute!!haha!joy likes the blur penguin,i like the sleeping penguin, and jia likes THE OPEN "ARMPIT" penguin!haha.right, aniwae,lauren!hoped that u like the present,and if u lose it!u will..........>:#

gtg!blah!-_-"

2005-08-25T16:44:00.000+08:00

2005-08-15T08:16:00.000+08:00

thats it.thats what ive got.crap.disappointment.

anyway,thanks for being by my side when i am down.thanks for sitting with me in class saying i will kick ur ass if u cont crying, n i will sing for you.thanks for being with me outside the khoo audi stairs,keeping quiet when u noe i needed the peace.encouraging me with words that touches my heart.getting msges that makes me smile.trying to laugh and do silly stuffs to cheer me up.hugging me to share my tears with you.asking me to release whatever i am trying to hold back,thanks.i love you guys. jjjjlnacedl

hey mary, carry on n be confident and know that seniors will always be there for juniors.

faith.hope.glory

2005-08-07T10:38:00.000+08:00

ooh lala!rugby is so fun!!esp when we get to play it till we fight for the ball on the grd.and nellie is like 'molested' by us!hehe!and xiuhui and i can really be gd rugby partners yar!aniwaes!i remembered that peirong and i were trying to be "disractors", we held a map very high up till it covered our both faces and we held it there till teacher was saying that we dun noe how to read a map!;p and joy and xiuhui are really jokers lah!joy took about 5 small papers and tore them,pretending she actually accidentally tore the map,creating a scene of "oh my god!" as she quickly pushed the papers away and hold onto the map.haha!and it was xiuhuis brilliant idea!gdness!and i must haf a match with "johnny bravo" again!!haha it was so retart-dirt and playing with "mary pistacho" was so funny, when we kept trying to hit the ball away frm each other looking like siao zha bos!!n i actually accidentally hit the ball out of the complex, shocked me!i really look forward to fridays!!last fri during squash training we played freesbie and badminton,this week we played "tennis-squash"!and sitting down at the sports complex stairs really give you the peaceful feeling,dunno why!aniwaes,love fridays!and haha!i caught a video of jiajun tripping in her shorts..hha!ohwells!i want to watch the maid!!!

When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you, turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

2005-07-26T07:34:00.000+08:00

just not in the mood.still wondering how life would be without you guys around me.each day passes with the laughter i hear from you guys,without fail.will it all just disappear from my life?tell me not.

//coz im already missing you.

How do I say goodbye
To what we had
Good times that made us laugh
outweighed the bad
It's so hard
To say goodbye
To yesterday

2005-07-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

Goodbye

2005-07-24T12:49:00.000+08:00

You light up my life - 220705

time passes real fast, and im thinking how life would be without a major thing in my life - 'sc squash.yesterday marked the day that my squash journey in sc has officially come to a close.days that we used to spend together are gone.the moments that we shared are over.well,at least on the brighter side,theres still 5 more months that im in sc and that i will still be able to be with the squash team.
yesterday's farewell was really wonderful,something which is much more than expected.something which is so much more than i can ever give back.thanks juniors:) yes,we did cried and we did laugh our hearts out together,well,yesterday del had given us a view of our years in squash,the history.something so touching that will always bring tears to my eyes whenever i see it.songs that you guys sang were the best and so meaningful.the lighted heart was beautiful and so are the bear and of course the huggable tshirt.ohwells,the fun we had, brought us all to smiles and laughter again.dumping each other into the pool over and over,splashing cold water at each other, being thrown water bombs by our juniors..it was yesterday,already gone. . . ahhwells, anyways,something which still amuses me was that yesterday when i told someone to get into the photo when it was goin to be taken, i said"come in come in" and guess what naughty del do?!she actually pushed me into the pool, saying "yar!go in,go in"urgh!and the other funny thing was that jiayi wanted to push min into the pool and i think by accident , jia actually pushed her by her ehhems!and joy said it was quite hard coz she heard some ehhem,sounds..okay,shant elaborate.you can ask joy for further details.memories in my heart will always be remembered.and bringing us to the "rooftop"place or rather balcony,to see the big lighted heart was so touching.the effort that you guys had put in was so so much.thankyou!thanks for everything.you guys had touched our hearts.i love you.

it may be over, but i will always remember you.the times we had together were too many to be put down into words.i will always love you. - squash team 05.

+We were strangers starting out on a journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you..//

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you*

once upon a time.nothing lasts forever.saying goodbye.knowing true love never dies.memories in my heart.always on my mind.still no forevers. .remembered.

..memories in my mind are playing like a film without a sound,keep on thinking that its not goodbye.will the memories fade when we leave each other.the rest is still unspoken.dont saygoodbye.

2005-07-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

S'capade was so so fun!!:)ooh lala!!esp at the end when we get to dance so much with the loud blast of music and lights off!okayy..and was so glad to see our seniors back and we(joy jia lau min n i)not only danced with them, but also with the sec3s!innit bagus??it was really an enjoyable nite, and we danced like nobody's business..haha..laura can really do "break-dance" and omg!we told the squashers to wear squash tee, and all of us wore the boast boast teeshirt EXCEPT joy!she was like i tot any shirt mah!right..aniwaes,it was really so high and im still a lil in da mood now..hehe..AND nellie!u only noe the "no no no dont phunk with my heart" part k!!dun act pro hor..haha:)whee hee!and i want to take more pictures!!b4 its too late..PROPER ones kae!ohwells..sigh..aniwae,we learnt a dance step yestd..haha..our fave move whenever we dun haf any dance moves - move ur legs side to side and snap ur fingers each time u move,"thats all you gotta do" haha..so retart-dirt;)had so much fun aniwae..PEACE OUT SQUASHERS!!love love loads!:)

last week was maddcap, this week was s'capade, what about next week?well,i had looked forward for last weeks and this weeks event, but now that both are over already,i dun look forward for next week's event.dun want it to come,coz i really dun want to. . . say goodbye.

//..i thought we'd get to see forever,
but forevers gone away.
.you.and.i. -collide

-take me away from reality..fly away-

2005-07-05T03:45:00.000+08:00

will the plantation be back??WATCH FOR IT:)

2005-07-04T14:40:00.000+08:00

quizzes are really fun 2 do!!joy = bert n ernie,venus flytrap,albino kitty & DEHHH!and ur punk rock band is called the joyous _ _ _ _ _ _ !!haha..gosh!!doing retarded quizzes and getting crazy conclusions to ur answers are really really stress-relieving!!haha..ohwellsss!!!things seem better after this whole big thing has ended..phew!!got really bad backache after doin footwork with lau min n joy..haha..was like when i faced lau b4 we start our zigzag footwork,we did joy's famous goldy-horn's thick lips!!haha..so amusing!joy arh joy!angelina joline wannabe??haha..on friday,during recess, none of us wanted to go and buy drinks,but we all pushed our money to joy,but she juz didnt want to help us buy!so we did 'ohyarpeiyarstone' and scissors paper stone to determine whos the one to buy..and haha..jia lau del n i allied against poor joy..but she still dun want to buy!so when i decided to go and buy,i left my seat and on the way,joy came running beside me and told me she will go buy too!wahh!!so qian zhou!but!hadfun!haha..and joy's prom dress is school uniform, and laus prom dress is sch u with 2 silts at the shoulder with sch shoes!haha..creative innit!ohwellss!!just love this bunch of madistic ppl!:) to Lauted Tanchu: dont worry coz everything will be all just fine kae!!i have confidence in u yar..and HIGH HOPES!!hheehee!!ohh..pressure!!haha..

burn bk burn bk!i want to see it!!!when you are in an angry mood, scream into ur pillow:)when u are in an angrier mood, punch anything soft so it wun hurt ur hands;P when u are in a totally pissed off mood,punch urself!and thats joy's brilliant advices..except i ranked them according to anger stages:D ohwell,crapping!

+I'll be the light in your eyesWhen hope becomes hard to seeI'll be your shining starTo guide you wherever you areAnd I promise that I'll be by your side+

Safra trip:):)

2005-06-23T06:17:00.000+08:00

decided to write bout safra..hehe..thou not alot of ppl went, but i enjoyed it much!!the first nite when we were watching doll master, we were all already very scared, and suddenly mich farted sooooo loudly that made us scream and immediately "siam" coz it was all so sudden and UNEXPECTED..haha..well..its her trademark:)haha..luckily it wasnt the silent killer which joy alwaes does..i remembered that joy farted while doin courtsprints, then she didnt admit to it till we questioned her coz the smell was unbearable..hehe..gd 'ol times..back to safra,after doll master we watched mean girls, and yes we learnt alot of new words from there:)hehe..cool words!!its a very gd bimbo show:)must watch more of those kind..haha..the next dae we played bowling, juniors[becky,xx,lauren,jj] VS seniors[mich,joy,min,me]..and of coz SENIORS WON!!haha..it was kinda fun to see each other bowl..hha..last time, when we played bowling,i recall that joy actually throws the ball in the air and then there wld be a loud thud on the ground b4 it reaches the pins..hahha..and jiayi RATHER sleep and wait 4 sumone than PLAY bowling with us..ehhem..oh..and we[Jia yi+jun,lauren,me] had corn and potato fight in the kitchen when everyone else was ZZZzzz..i remember i flicked a corn at jiayi,and it was stuck at her hair..haha..and jiajun likes to take two potatoes,one on each hand and attacks ppl,and lauren was complaining away tt i couldnt pull off the ehhem corn hair properly and that hers was very clean..CHEYY!!!at the nite when we had our bbq,when i saw the sec2s actually helping out to prepare food and all,made min n i remember about 2yrs ago when we came safra,we also did the bbq stuff,and ofcoz we had fun doin it:)the charcoal on our faces and all..ohwellss..it mayb a gd sign b4 we leave the team..that at least there are people we can count on:)AND!wahh..joy min n i must really take revenge on hannah lauren n jj!!they actually dared to pour icy freezing cold waters on us!and jiayi is so lucky,just becoz she had showered so she didnt experience all these,and min had her hp with her so only her lower body was splashed at!gdness..it was so cold that when we left the kitchen we were at least shivering a lil'..gdness!REVENGEEEEE!!OHH..and never ever ever sleep beside lim jiayi!she like jus kicks u aside and takes at least 3/4 of the bed!

+well..the sec4 team and the rest had really created a beautiful memory for me..something i wldnt forget,something that will bring tears to my eyes when i see them leave..

//..i hate to see you go,but well,it all have been a part of our lives,memories..maybe when we see each other next time we have more to say to each other,but for now,remember that i will NOT forget you.. +i promise

hei ye zhong bu ji mo

2005-06-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

salute:) squash sec4 '05

2005-06-20T15:37:00.000+08:00

i miss you
hurry come back..

i should have given more thought to it..i regret now..

. . .a few years down the road will we still be the same as what we are today?

into the memory lane..this is what friendship is all about:'(

2005-06-15T08:48:00.000+08:00

finally theres a stop to go back to school for remedials and classes..phewww...safra is coming soon..like this thurs..then after that there will be the squash bbq..then back to school again!!this june hols are passing really quickly!!and i havent gotten ready alot of stuffs,which includes something that i must get ready by 21stjune for 2ppl!gdness..like what siew alwaes saying,go eat _ _ _ _ ,go and die!!

yesterday got to see my niang after a looooooong while..missed her much:)haha..and she owes me 4 ballerina spins(our usual rule after each game)ohwells!!the feeling is GOOT to see your seniors back:D oh!!and yested during the english oral course, ms sie let us hear some examples of oral passages and picture description that she had recorded from certain ppl, and it was really really amusing..haha..joy lau n i couldnt stop laughing esp at one part, when this person pronounced pop singers as pok singers..haha..okk..this is like my only chance to laugh at sumone as i have alwaes been laughed at for my mis-pronouciation for certain words..so crappy!!some words are just not easy to pronounce you know!

+Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the world
i'd make this last+

2005-06-14T18:00:00.000+08:00

hehe

2005-06-09T11:53:00.000+08:00

ohwells!the squash courts are already ready and yeap it is very nice really nice! but still, i prefer the previous one..the previous one sumhow gave me a....warmer feeling..i miss the steps thingy alot!!then stupid joy still had to show me the old squash courts pics in her hp!ohwells..like what she had alwaes tell me..in life we got to accept changes,whether it will affect our lives anot..ohwells..wise words..

+nothing..nothing lasts forever..(joy's words had spoke my heart)

2005-06-07T05:59:00.000+08:00

ohwells..came back frm KL last nite, and yeap!it was indeed a veriveri enjoyable trip(except, i hate taking an aeroplane..yuckyuckss!so scary kaez) thou it was like for "3daes2nites" the most exciting part was actually to suprise the seniors n juniors, but so disappointing that they had already heard about it b4 we reached there!!sighh!aniwaes, still remembered sum funny incidents like when lau del min n i were playing mahjong,then as mrtan was sitting behind me and delwatching us play, he suddenly came forward and pushed 2tiles each from mine and dels tiles, then we realised that we were actually collecting the same tiles..then after the mahjong sessions,mrtan sumwhat updated us bout sum stuff..and bi shi was then made up!yupp!!and i remembered when hannah n lauren wanted to cum up to get sumthing for jj, then joy n i immediately planned sumthing to scare them.but after we prepared everything, we found out that they were nt cuming up nemore..poorjoy had to stay in the cupboard underneath the thick blanket.haha..oh!n i muz say that hannah has really weird poses when she sleeps..real weird ones, and that eemin can really SNORE!!!when joy n i returned to the room, the 1st thing we heard was her SNORE!!haah..and del is like okay i m going to stay up the whole nite, and guess what lesser than half an hr when we were all watching shows and toking she was already at the sofa zzzZZZ... haha..i also rememebered that when joy n i were at laurens rm, 3of us began to tie the onesided hairstyle,and the dae b4 when joy tied that hairdo eemin commented that she looked like a doggie, and immediately joy stuck out her tongue and brought up her 2hands asif they were paws..hahaa..and mich and lauren are VERY VIOLENT!!!as they want to see my passport photo..one arh can jus use her sharp fingernails and poke into my fleah making it red now,the other one arh can jus jump on me and keep snatching the passport!!siao zha bos!!!haha..and haha jj!she lost her voice, so funny when she kept on talking without her voice then her mouth jus keepmoving and we had to understand her sign languages too..haha..ohwellss!!it was really a good trip, glad i went there:)missed the seniors allottt!was sohappy to see them again!!n lau can do a good out of tune version of hollaback girl along with joys highpitched singing..haha!!HOLLABACK GIRLS!!!;P
ohwells..memories..
i'll miss them..alot.

+i'llmissyourloveineverywaysosaygoodbyeohdontyoucrycoztrueloverneverdies..

2005-06-03T13:33:00.000+08:00

*Keep smilin' keep shinin'
Knowing you can always count on me for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

surprisingly when i sang to joy this song she didnt insult me:)
Jcube!!

2005-06-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

YAYE!!im feeling excited..sigh..heard that they already noe that we are goin!!urgh...the suprise would then be gone..newae..hope thay will be happy..HOPEFULLY!whheeee..been waiting for tml to cum:) sorry jia..joy n i will get u a preetttttyyy gift okay..not a candle!for the moment u can stay happy with xa without joy n me cursing the 2 of you!!haha..must sit together during lectures again kae!hopefully that joy will not eat any onion stuffy!!her breathe stunk like mad when she breathe i could smell it okay!jia n i had to bear for it like TWO HOURS!!haha....alritealrite..i want to fly to KL now..and hope that the time will juz FREEZE (sounds familiar ,bimbo?) when we are there..sighh...but it jus wun and yet pass faster then we enjoying the moments there..ohwellss..then i shall juz look forward for other squash thingys!
I WANT TO FLY THERE NOW!

-strictly soley and simply the best = SCGS squash :D

2005-06-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

wherever you are

2005-06-02T05:25:00.000+08:00

i want to play tennis again!!!!

+let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn+

2005-05-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

i cant wait for fridae to cum!!hehe..everyone loves suprises dont you?really feeling sososo excited for that dae to cum:) now i noe why mich had cried last year when we left for the KL trip and she cldnt go..jus like this year when we are not going as much as we want to..but!!at least we are goin there for a few daes!!SUPRISE SUPRISE!was toking to lau jus now..chooping whose rm we want to boo! haha.so funny..then we were like elaborating and all...and she sed i was too emotional..ohwells!it was quite funny jus now when i spoke to her..haha..And all becoz of joy ong jia ying!jia n i cldnt watch monster-in-law!how could she forget that she have tuition!!JOYYY!!!and i want my cheesssssseeee cake jia!!!u are very pian xing u fatty bombom!

thanks for the poem:)

+missing yoU all loads already:'(
..stuck...

2005-05-30T04:05:00.000+08:00

One week is a very long long time..

*my tears are for you

2005-05-29T03:06:00.000+08:00

memories....
my sis just made me cried..last nite she gave me the medal that she had won in her school sports carnival for squash, which she had gold..shes got a gold..and she told me she dedicated it to me..thanks jenn:)im so touched!!I know I'm truly blessed For ev'rything you give me
for one week i am not goin to see my juniors..well..im gonna miss you guys loads..its the first trip im nt goin!!dun want to be sec4:(:(

..once upon a time is too good to be true..

2005-05-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

sigh..of all things she got to mention about the squash match..that match..aniwae,todae lau and i went to macs to wait for our tuition, and guess what!we met rollrollroll!!rollingstones!so qiao!!and lau just dun want to tell me something!!urghh:(

5more days to chi olevels!

2005-05-23T14:06:00.000+08:00

hello!!helloo..saying hello in a diff and higher tone is quite nice to say:) aniwae..just now during chi tuition was really funny!!haah..the chi teacher was trying to say"mix" but she couldnt pronouce it well and as we couldnt understand what she was talking bout, she decided to spell..haha..and she spelt it as "miks"!!haha..joy and i coudnt stop laughing and last week another teacher spelt example as exzample!!haha :D oh..and cos jia joy n i have to take a bus hm, the bus was quite freaky..esp at nite..its like the ppl jus keep staring at us..and i was telling them the ghost story that lauren told me..haha..u should have seen jias and joys scared face..haha..BUT THEN!in the end i got very freaked out mysef that when i was walking the small road towards jias hse with her, when i heard sum noise i was initially shocked..then i grabbed jia!and when she pat me purposely at behind my back,i screamed!!urghh!!!not goot not goot!!aniwaes,i saw this thingy and i think its really nice:

Life is full of people who will make you laugh,
cry,
smile until your face hurts,
and so happy that you think you'll burst.
But the ones who leave their footprints on your soul,
are the ones that keep your life going.

its for you-----bimbo ;P

2005-05-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

doo doo doo

2005-05-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

yaye!burst my strings!jiajun!when are u gonna burst urs?!ahah..and u haf ermm hairy _ _ _ _ _ _!!and! mr tan got the wrong coloured strings for eemins and mine!!i want my green back!!:(aniwaes!yestd was evening by the pond..and i guess yestd would be the last time 4gr will ever sing the song..ohwells!time passes so fast..gonna miss doo-ing :) alrite..FINALLY UPDATING MY BLOG BECOZ OF pungsai lauren!aniwae..hmm..just now reminded me that once farewell is over we are like officially gone,i think from the sc squash team..and like how much i want the farewell to come so that we can enjoy it, but yet i dont want it to come so fast as it marks the end..somewhat end i guess..ohwells..all good things have to come to an end..and soon i haf to focus on my olevels...its like i just didnt go for two training sessions a week and im already missing it sooo much..i just couldnt imagine when we have to completely stop training..hmm..maybe that wont happen..coz I WANT TO GO BACK!and i should think so that sc courts will be ready:)oh..on a lighter note..my sis juz told me she L.S..haha..laosai!okays..will end here..ohhh..lauren..u haf yet to tell tell me what u had tore and must cont the list of similarities!!

10 more days to chi olevels!!

u bring out the best in me:)

2005-05-13T06:52:00.000+08:00

i've hung wish on ev'ry star
wherever you are

i used to believe in forever
but forever is too good to be true :(

memories

2005-05-08T02:29:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was reallyreally fun at kallang..haha!i want to play DOUBLES again!!and lauren..y u scream arh??haha..after u serve then when u havent retrived the nxt shot u screamed and squat down..haha!so Funny!and whoa..lauren is really DANGEROUS!!the bal in front of everyone she still can hit and make everyone scream..but aniwae!we can beat them again!!the 2nd doubles was even more FUNNY and pathetic!haha..juniors(jj and lauren) VS seniors (min n i) rules:seniors cannot do drops and juniors can hit the ball out but still counted as an in! ehhem..but still SENIORS WON!!:D it was quite funny when jiajun hit the ball out purposely when she served!SHEN JING BING kae!!but that doubles was indeed an enjoyable one;)
met niang mich and siew..and i really miss them alot!sighh!!:( and this reminded me of my juniors.

+i wish i could turn back the time..memories always kept in my heart!Forever!:)

i love you!!

2005-05-01T11:16:00.000+08:00

time passes real fast..already missing you guys..love you!! :D

2005-04-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

top7 b and c div

2005-04-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

" You have to take the good with the bad,
Smile with the sad,
Love what you've got;
remember what you had.
Always forgive, but never forget
learn from your mistakes, but never regret.
People change,things go wrong
but remember,
Life goes on! " -Del

we are learning it the hard way,and i wont forget this loss.we've let you guys down and down.I'm sorry.

-scgs bdiv'05 i love you

this squash journey for me has sort of ended already, and im counting on del and my juniors to take it back for us..yup!i noe that i can trust u guys to take it back :) i will def miss this squash team!
eh sec2s!the cake u baked for us is really sweet(a pun intended there)!and although there were like pigeon feathers there, we still ate it okay!thanks!and del,i will miss you loads, remember that thou we are nt there, our hearts are with you.

+squash team,seniors = loveyou:)

2005-04-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

the cake that our junior(sec2s) had baked for us on 19.04.05

2005-04-23T20:09:00.000+08:00

top7 bdiv'05

scgs cdiv CHAMPIONS!

2005-04-13T06:29:00.000+08:00

11april2005..mark this day down, scgs cdivision squash team had beated the defending champs mgs 4-1..WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!!the feeling is very awesome!Getting back what we really deserve!im really really proud of the cdiv team!their hardwork indeed had paid off..we got back the cdiv champs after losing it for two years..but hey, we will continue the victory down the road!:):):)yeasterdae was really funny when jj lauren n hannah shouted across the carpark and road to joy min n i..haiiwhen i handed lauren the squash ball which they had won with, it reminded me of my cdiv times when i kept all the balls for the matches until the finals which i didnt get it..sigh!!im gonna miss this batch of juniors..newae..coz joy min n me were damn proud of the win, we shouted out of the car window to most of the busstops we saw, "SCGS WON",hehe..it was crazy but we did it man!
+theres one more match to come, God bless:)

2005-03-14T01:21:00.000+08:00

yup!althou we didnt win, or get thru to the finals, in my heart, i still think that we are the champs yar!!sighh!!i miss those times that we practised..but hey!if theres any such compts again, we muz join kae!

yestd had macritche walk with the prerfects...15km walk and we made it thru..so tiring!!treetop walk was quite horrible, but like what ze lei want me to sae, we were COOL when we did our walk! when sam zelei n i made our wae to sum high storey thingy, it was really bad!!but hey, 3 of us were pro n did it yar!

look at the moon tonight
sure feels right
to be the one with the sky above
how sweet to be in love
im so glad youre here to share this
moment with me tonight
bathed underneath such tender light
youre looking mighty fine
so thankful you are mine
this is what ive waited for

ni wen wo ai
ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing ye zhen
wo de ai ye na me zhen
yue liang dai biao wo de xin

somewhere out there

lets go for a walk
hold hands and talk
thers a gentle breeze blowing
it feels great knowing that you are by my side
you look so lovely
as i whisper tenderly
how i love the way we are
one with the moon and the stars
i wish this night will never end

ni wen wo ai
ni you duo shen
wo ai ni you ji fen
wo de qing bu yi
wo de ai ye bu hui bian
yue liang dai biao wo de xing

qing qing de yi ge wen
cen jing da dong ni de xing
shen shen de yi duan qing
cheng le hui yi dao ru jin

let me tell you now baby
oh baby

wo wen ni ai
wo you duo shen
ni ai wo you ji fen
ni qu xiang yi xiang
ni qu kan yi kan
yue liang dai biao shui de xing
yue liang dai biao shui de xing
yue liang dai biao shui de xing

>.<

2005-02-22T11:11:00.000+08:00

omgg..i was sick for like almost a week, its like 40degrees for the past 2nites..yikes!!still coughing around spreading the disease to everyone and it has successfully reached my ass-----DEL...wheeee..joy will be next..i was telling her not to talk to me coz i will not reply then she sed okay and went on talking..siao eh??!had class parteeeee todae and it went well, making me eat all sorts of grilled fried and oileeee stuff, now my stomach feels bad! :(sighh..

squash nats is cuming, we all better stay strong kae, and make sure nobody else is to be injurd or be ill!IT IS AN ORDER!!!

2005-02-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

And if you need to find a way back
Feel youre on the wrong track
Give it time, youll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
And you will find your own way
Youll be stronger with each day that you cry
Then youll learn to fly

It's never too late to relight the fire
It's never stopped burning for me.
The flame,
it never died inside of me

missing u loads.. :(

2005-02-09T09:37:00.000+08:00

So much beauty in life
Shining on the outside
Empty on the inside
I get lost sometimes
Blinded by the flashing lights
Distractions always in my eyes
So i'm following the sound,
the sound of my heartBeating
You can take it all away
I don't need it
Underneath, i'll still be the same
You can take it all away
I don't need it,
it's not me
You can take it all,
take it all away
I'll still be the same

so sian!!i rather go back to sch and slack, at least can see my friends man!!thanks audrey for helping me find the song..but u still haven find my angels song yet..haha..newae.thanks!!=)ohoh..and my sis bought me a nice limegreen "LOVE" pen..hehe..and todae when i met her at orchard to go home, she was with 2friends, one is her "darling" yee ee, and the other is her CLASSMATE, who is a guy la..hehe.i shant elaborate further if not she will cum hunting for my life..heeh..joy!!how can u haf tuition todae!u owe me a tennis game ok!humph!ohoh..the squash outfit from adidas really rocks alot!cant wait to wear them man!but it means competitoion is cuming and i am feeling the jitters!!urgh!

gossiping with jj n del is really fun..and i cldnt hjelp but laugh like mad todae whenever i saw jj!haha P.C.K and HAIRBOMB!hah..okok..we must do such things more often to relax our brain!:):)

2005-02-08T18:07:00.000+08:00

whee

JOYY!!!

2005-01-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

joy ong jia ying!!!!how can u trip me infront of 3CLASSES!!!three u noe..it was like so mulating!!and i was like flat on the ground!yet u still smiled..pungsai head la u!luckily tian you yan, and let mr teh show the whole class u 'perfect' drawing on onions and all..heheh.. and when mrs lee sc came to our class on either mondae or tues, she ws explainig to the whole class about my cyclops eye, and even drawed to show the whole class!!!then on wed, when i asked her if i could go and look for sum1 during rap period, she was like erm..i think..wait ar, then she took her both hands, both thumbs and index fingers,fitted together and laid her hands on her face as if she had only one eye!!urghh..and ms goh wanted me to ans a que, BECOZ JOY SABO-ED ME! she was like cyclops muz be as brave to ans the que as to acting on stage!!ALAMAK!joy i am goin to have revenge on u man!

ooohh!!yestd went in hunt to look for the squash outfit, and yeap!it totally rock man!full swing adidas, now all i hope for is that the prices can be cheaper and that we can get our quantity and designs out soon!CHEERIOS!

audrey!!!the book is soooo nice, u owe me da vinci code kaez!!

2005-01-24T03:49:00.000+08:00

TEO JIAJUN!u better like the prezzie that me and del creathed okieeezzzzz!!

investiture rocks da lot!

2005-01-24T03:25:00.000+08:00

lets do it again man! :) this year's invest as really great, and i want to do it againnn!!time passes so fast that now on tues and thurs, sch life wil be empty, cant look forward for invest practices..gonna miss this board like mad!!newaes, WE DID IT MAN! thanks to people who supported me!love yaz:)now, the next event to look out for is NATIONALS!!its like we are totally unprepared..the facilities are not completed, and we have alot of travelling to do which in turn wld waste alooot of time!!nationals is IN MARCH!HOWHOW??

2005-01-10T03:05:00.000+08:00

tired of the schdules, tired of the times, tired of the attitudes..anywae, learned how to play the guitar for like atleast 3notes, so its not too bad since i never knew how to play and that i never really learn how to play piano...so yupp..im quite pro.hehz..that dae del n jia went town, the they came back and told me they saw paperbear when they didnt..so urghhhh rite..newae, i miss mrs jiang as my chinese teacher.. :(:(
sec4 has already been very stressfullll!! whoa, and i dun understand why but everytime i sae my lines for the invest pracs, everyone wld laugh..where got funny..

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2005-01-02T13:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPYNEWYEAR!!
sec4 already!!so scary kaesss..and yesterdae i met sumone..omg!i think yestd was like one of the most beserk dae i had..orph sed 9/10, del sed nice tan..omg!!then as i was like a lil high, then on the way to orph's hse i began singing..it was like quite malu-ating..haha..jiayi and eemin was like 'jessie, shhh..public leh!"haha..then delphine was still listening to jia's ipod,not noeing anithing..haha..yesterdae was indeed interesting!! ;P and del had this funny joke that she will bake a cake on 31/12/04 and then another cake after 12 when it will be 1/1/05, and tell her mum that she baked one cake last yr and one cake this yr..so rubbishy rite..haha..

*i ll miss those times that we had during the yr--2004

..memories..

imisseverythingthere x(

2004-12-19T06:16:00.000+08:00

hui lai le frm KL, it was a darning fast and fun trip!!WHEE..i wanna go back there, but guess what gotta wait another one year..sec4 is cuming...the trip was like train till you drop, we had to run 15rounds arnd FOUR tennis courts, and even "better", we had to swim 20 laps of 50metres in the pool..but in the end, the feeling is very shiokkkk, especially doing with the ppl that you haf no worries in whether u slow not..heheh! The big monster teo jiawen had exposed me..hehe..then we were like chasing each other in the room, seeing who can +ehhem+ who first..hehe..and when i called the juniors room, guess what they called me___JESSIE-POOH!!hehe..they r so fun, esp jj..candice also earned a new name=M.I.P= most improved person..haha..when she gets high, no one can beat her in fighting..i miss all this actions in KL..next year muz encore evrything again .. oh yesh, pls go catch the movies kool guy and sassy girl..sassy girl made me boo-hoo kaes..

Our schdule:
morning-training for squash + physical training
afternoon-slack + watch movie
evening- swimming vigourously
later part evening- fight for bathroom
nite- watch movie + endure snores and kicks when sleeping

MISSING LIST:
-MY SENIORS!! x)
- JOY:)
- MY ASS(u noe who you are)..ji... -_-" ur fave sign..hehez
- FAT JIAJUN ;P

time files....

screamtilludrop---

2004-11-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

hehz!dellifanceeee..i am so proud of u man..my MUACHIII.hehe..u did it manz.on wed better do ur best kkae,dun do what slowmotion to the front..not good..checheche!newaes,shutter is a very goot movie!!those who haven watch netter go catch it now!hehz..had a goot time screaming with jia..shes totally the ultimate!scream my name summore!cannot sit with her next time, but better than sitting with people who dun scream with me at all,rite del?hehe..hai..horrigible!and i cldnt breathe yestd ..hehe..paper....bear..not BLAH!!get it rite del and jj!!

++turn right turn left turn right again
turn left turn right turn left again
raise your hand and cross the road!++makes my dae!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!=kill me

2004-11-26T13:40:00.000+08:00

went to mins hse yesterdae with my ass and mich.hehe..we played majong and strip taitee..heh..delphine ar..kept losing for strip taitee,and didnt had any forfiet,unlike minnie n mich..whoa they are very bold!and me as the majong queen as usual GAVE CHANCE to ppl to win games..hhahah.. ;)argh..and guess what?!i blew my own chance to stayovernite with my seniors!!!!!!urghhhh..my parents allowed me,but due to my own stupidness i didnt gooooo!!!!arghhhhharghhharghhh...newae, they all looked very GOOT!heh! YOU GUYS ROCK DALOT!!

missing the mummy!!

Time, look where we are and what we've been through
Time, sharing our dreams
Time, goes on and on everyday
Time, is what it is
Come what may

add me a colour-orange:)

2004-11-24T02:14:00.000+08:00

phew!!finally the reeexam is over!butthen i haf more lines for my prefect invest character, and i wanna go see prom!!

+Reach for the starsClimb every mountain higherReach for the starsFollow your hearts desireReach for the starsAnd when that rainbow's shining over youThat’s when your dreams will all come true+

missing joy here..hee ,JIA!congrats man !!will c u next yr on the same level as me yea???:):)

SQUASHIFIED!!!

2004-11-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

haha, talking to fat pig just now, and she asked me to say that she is very nice.."i would be lying if i say that she is very nice",familliar??hha..chechehe..newae, today after joy played with christine, i was telling her to show some improvement, and guess what,after that whenn she play with me , it was a five setter game!!!!!but thats very good for her!:):)del,u did it, and i am proud of u, go girl, carry on fighting!;)

urgh!i am missing "The Champion"!

:(

2004-11-17T10:10:00.000+08:00

omg!noe what..i was hoping that i cld get a backstage role for the next year prefect invest, and guess what?! i am made to be the cyclopse!wow..that one eyed monsta with 3 strands of hair!!!!urgh..goodness..did mopping in the prefects room, soooo dirttyy!!yuckyuck!!but now so cleann!cant wait 4 my exam to be over!23rd of november ,hurry come!!

me.me.me

2004-11-16T15:07:00.000+08:00

oh finally i have a new blog..hee thanks minnie!hope the music sounds nice..it was so out-of-tune juz now

this is eemin

2004-11-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

tesssssting